from that Saturday and I've stayed strong, no contact since the Monday evening, even if I have had to stop myself and sit on my hands se...

Saturday came and I got up extra early so I could straighten my hair!! I'd decided what I was wearing and packed on Friday night to try ...

And unusually for a weekend I'm feeling far more aprehensive about it than I am looking forward to it, my stomach is already in knots an...

I had a great day out at racing with my boys at the weekend, the sun shone, race fuel smelt amazing and I was around people that should genu...

At my desk I wonder if his Dad would be proud of his cowardly actions after what he has done, if I had a child I'd not be proud of them ...

The last message I got from him was Wednesday, I didn't reply but to be fair it wasn't really a question, I've heard nothing sin...

whether I should walk away with my head held high or tell her, the more (or less even!) that I hear from him the more I think he's lying...