So, it’s been a busy few days here.
I finally bit the bullet and joined the gym after noticing
that I’d been missing the signs of depression creeping in, in the past I have
found that exercise really helps and also if it gets me out of bed and through
the front door it can’t be a bad thing, it’s also at one of my favourite
hotels, so it is a really nice one, hopefully as I’ve now signed up for a year I’ll
keep going!
I was a bit of a let down last week, it was Cake Destroyer’s
birthday and late that night when I couldn’t sleep I sent a Happy Birthday
message, I was fairly surprised when he responded if I’m honest but I’ve been
good and not sent a further message since.
Cunt Face hasn’t been in touch, he is away in Germany with
his Mum, however I’ve been watching his Snap Chat story and there is blonde
hair in one of the Snaps, honestly I’m sure he thinks he is clever, he doesn’t
have a clue that I know what he’s up to, bloody idiot!
Saturday I had a date, with the guy that still lives with
his wife and is currently working his way through divorce. They have been split
up since January and have an 18 month old son together.
We met in a pub between us, I think we are about an hour and
a half from each other, I think he is probably a bit younger in his photo’s and
I’m sure he has a bit more hair in most of them than he does now, he was nice
enough though, I didn’t feel any sparks though but we did get on, in those
circumstances what do you do?
He messaged that night and said it was nice to meet me and
nice to meet someone that looked like their photo’s as his last date hadn’t (I
never get that) he has asked me on a second date, what do I do? Do I go with it
and see if any feeling develop in time? I’m not sure they really do, the person
I’ve had the most connection with in the 7 years I’ve been dating is Cunt Face
and I felt it from minute one, there was a bit of electricity between us from
the moment we laid eyes on each other and shortly into the date when he touched
my hand across the table I felt a jolt of electricity but looking back now,
although we have the big bang fireworks I know what we have isn’t sustainable.
I am going to have to make a decision though, so I should
probably get on with that one, also the situation could be difficult, do I want
to be around through a messy divorce?
I do hope I was able to educate him a little bit on our
date, when talking about letting the other girl he’d had two dates with down he
said that he had just left it with less and less contact, I told him that I
thought this showed really bad manners and wasn’t the way to do things, that
actually although it seems harsh to tell someone they aren’t for you that it is
really the best way, hopefully he won’t become a ghoster to women in future!
I matched with someone on Bumble on Saturday, he was the
closest match I’ve had in online dating that showed any promise, he seemed
really keen and now I’ve not heard anything since, what is wrong with these
people?
Tonight I have another date, from what he said yesterday I’m
already thinking that I’m going to be disappointed, he mentioned something last
night about being ‘chunky’ so I’m wondering how old his photo’s are.
